Tuesday, June 30, 2015
This is the last of a 7 part series on Reasons to Believe. I finish up with telling you about my own journey of when choosing to believe became more important that finding Reasons to Believe. I pray that this helps you in your journey . . .
I was about twelve years old when I really learned about Jesus. I had always known the 'facts' about Him (Son of God, likes sheep, wears a robe, died on the cross . . .) but I was twelve when I responded to the call to "come follow me." Well . . . as much as a 12 year old is able to . . .
Over the next several years I learned as much as I could before I went off to Penn State University where I double-majored in Religious Studies and Philosophy.
Now, as you might guess, Penn State is not exactly a Christian school, but that is why I loved it. I was excited to learn from the perspective of those who were critical and skeptical. And I did. It was a daily battle with professors over the legitimacy of faith. I am grateful for my unorthodox education but it was a very difficult struggle going through it.
In fact it came to a point in which I had to choose. It was my Junior year and I had grown tired of the intellectual arguments back and forth. Like a ping-pong match I would serve an evidence from archeology or a reason why we should trust the Bible. It was never directly refuted but always returned with more questions. As a young twenty-something it was hard to argue with people who could write in Greek.
So I remember coming back to my dorm room all alone around sunset. I spent some time praying and eventually came to a point where I said to God, "I don't have anymore reasons to believe." I had come to a point in which all my intellectual arguments about God, Jesus and the Bible hadn't gotten me any closer to God.
So I saw in front of me two paths:
One path embraces my intellect and gets rid of my faith.
The other path embraces my faith and sheds my intellect.
Neither of them seemed desirable but I knew that I had to make a choice. I was scared because I felt like I was making a decision that would impact the rest of my life.
After some more time praying and asking God to tell me what to do (nothing happened) I took a leap of faith. Like from a high dive, I chose to believe. I said, "God, I choose to believe in you even though I don't have a reason to."
As soon as I said these words I felt the strangest thing - like a warm hand on my shoulder - and then I heard these words:
"There, now we can begin."
So I don't know if it was audible or in my head and really it doesn't matter - something changed in me. It was like the entire process of being broken down intellectually had gotten me to the point where I had to make a decision to follow Christ for no other reason than choice. I wonder if up to that point I was following Jesus because of all the convincing intellectual arguments. And really, that is not faith.
It was like God ripped away the core of my faith (which to that point was intellectual) and replaced it with a core that was based on my decision to believe. That is really where all faith begins - the choice to trust . . . even when you don't have a good reason to.
And perhaps that is why you have gone through this time of questioning and doubt - so that your faith can be faith - without the props of your Reasons to Believe.
Monday, June 29, 2015
So today we want to look at the big picture - how we approach the whole idea of God and sometimes how we approach it all wrong.
It reminds me of a cold rainy day in August walking on the beach. A friend of mine thought it would be crazy to jump in the ocean in the rain. I wasn't about to get wet. When she jumped in she shouted out how warm it was. I wasn't about to buy it. Coaxing me to join her, I went to water's edge and felt the water - no way I am going in that, I thought to myself.
"No really, you have to experience it to know what it is like," she shouted. "It's really warm!"
Truthfully, the water was warmer than the air that day but I wasn't about to get in. There were other times in my life that I swam in the ocean and experienced what my friend was talking about. When the water is warmer than the air, it is delicious to swim up to your neck - it makes it feel like bathwater, especially when it is raining. But you will never get that feeling unless you jump in. I wasn't about to risk being wrong so I had to wait to feel what it was like until a later time.
That is kind of like what faith is.
We like to find reasons to believe. We think that walking up to the edge of belief and sticking our toe in will help us know what it is like. If only God had constructed faith this way - read a bunch of books, ask a bunch of questions and if we have enough reasons then we can believe.
But then it wouldn't be faith . . .
It would be called 'support' or 'because' or 'reasons' - but you can never call something faith that you don't jump into.
Gotthold Lessing gave rise to the phrase 'leap of faith' that people use sometimes to talk about following Jesus. It doesn't mean blindly putting your faith in something - there can be a lot of talk, reading and research but in order for faith to be faith you need to leave behind certainty and jump in. The leap literally means leaving one side of the chasm (certainty) in order to commit to landing on the other side of something you are not sure of yet. Faith is the midpoint - being in mid-air - fully departed from the place you started but not yet landing on the other side. In other words you have to chose to believe even when you don't have all the answers. Anything else is playing it safe.
Augustine said it like this:
"Credo Ut Intelligam" (Believe in order to understand)
So many of us try to understand what we want to believe and then believe it. We calculate, estimate and forecast what it might be like . . . and never leap. What if today's Reason to Believe was a call from the water . . .
"Trust me . . . it makes sense once you get in."
That is not to say that following Jesus makes anything easier. Jesus offered peace with God, not a perfect life. But there is something to say about choosing to believe. Once you decide to believe and follow Christ with your life - you understand that it was never about figuring it out to begin with. I mean, it only makes sense that a God that looks for a relationship with us is really looking for us to depend on Him and not so much our thoughts about Him.
That is why it is called faith.
Friday, June 26, 2015
Dear ladies and gentlemen . . .
Just because the Supreme Court ruled about gay marriage today in a way that you either agree or disagree with, we need to remember a few things.
Life will go on. We still need to go to work, buy groceries, clean the house, talk to our neighbors and make peace with God. History has not ended. There are plenty of things we still need to work on. I mean let's focus - dozens of people were killed in France, Tunisia and Kuwait by ISIS.
If you love the decision then today is a great day for you. I don't want to take a thing away from your sense of accomplishment - especially if this was something you really worked for.
If you are upset about the decision, PLEASE don't be a jerk about it. If it is your faith that leads you to disagree, please don't forget that your faith is so much bigger than politics. Marriage and Christianity will not die because of today. Christianity flourished in the first century Roman world that was more permissive than our culture. It flourished because people of faith knew that God was bigger than human events.
They just kept following God in their own unique (and oddball) way. Keep on believing and let belief lead to loving actions.
Get a grip.
Take a breath.
Continue to love and serve people regardless of headlines.
What not to do:
1. Please don't post mean-spirited and hurtful things on social media - even if it makes you feel better. Chances are, that is all it is doing. Alienating people is not the hallmark of Jesus followers.
2. Please don't de-friend people or sever relationships.
3. Please don't post news articles about how this is ushering in the end times. It may or may not, but even Jesus said things like this distract us. Keep alert because you have no idea when the time is.
And please don't post comments to this article that inflame.
What to do:
Talk with someone who really is happy about the outcome and understand where they are coming from. I have lots of friends who are excited about this. I don't share their feelings, but at least I can understand where they are coming from and still have a friendship to speak of. That is the point.
Thursday, June 25, 2015
The thing we have to remember is that scientific proof isn't always the most important thing in people's minds. We live in a time in which it is very important. When the Bible was written, the biggest question wasn't 'is there a god?' but rather 'which God should I be paying attention to?"
Remember that when you read Genesis and it may help you understand that God doesn't feel the need to prove Himself in chapter 1. I kind of admire that about Him. You can choose what you want to believe but it seems like God is okay with us getting to know Him before we start looking for proof.
Monday, June 22, 2015
But it didn't . . . because science came into existence about 500 years ago and the Bible was written thousands of years ago. In fact, the very thing that causes us to doubt the Bible is the thing that authenticates it. If the Bible was 'scientific' it would be as fake as a copy of Gone With the Wind in HD. Gone With the Wind was made in 1939 - you will never own a High Def version, but you wouldn't want one because it would not be the original.
So 'unscientific' is actually better in this case.
This is what I mean: God made sure to reveal Himself a long time ago. During that time all truth came through stories - passed on through elders and told to each generation. So God worked with how man understood. He gave us stories. God didn't make up stories - He acted in history to give people history to write about. He knew truth came through stories so He acted in time. The very thing that makes it real is the thing that we question.
This is also what makes the Bible unique.
Hindu and Buddhist scriptures are meant to be allegorical. No one reads them thinking it actually happened. Taoism, Confucianism and more current expressions of spirituality like Sikhism are collections of wise sayings and spiritual ideas. Only Judaism (which is half of Christianity) and Islam (which draws on the Old Testament) claim to be historically accurate.
In 1948 we discovered a library of Old Testament scrolls stored from about 1,400 years earlier in Israel.
The Bible is very unique.
Just a start on the Reasons to Believe. See you tomorrow.
Thursday, June 18, 2015
And so Charleston, South Carolina is plunged into turmoil again.
Dylann Roof, 21, from Columbia, South Carolina had received a .45 caliber pistol from his dad for his 21st birthday and apparently decided to use it to open fire in a church killing 9 people. He showed up at Wednesday Night Bible Study asking for the Pastor and sat next to him for an hour before shooting into the group and leaving the scene.
Sources at the scene said that Roof pulled the gun saying, "I have to do it . . . you rape our women and you are taking over our country and you have to go." Cited in this article by The New York Times.
Another killing at the hands of a white man only intensifies the difficulty of race relations in this town. Just two months ago in North Charleston Walter Scott, an unarmed black man, was shot and killed by police. This sparked outrage and protests . . . and so here we are again with more murder at the hands of a white gunman. No doubt there will be a lot of discussion about the politics of race and perhaps the availability of guns to those that are mentally unstable. For me, the issue is bigger than race or guns. The real question is "God, why are you allowing this?"
Why couldn't God have just jammed the gun? Make the gun blow up in his face? Why sit back and allow so much carnage . . . to a bunch of people in (of all places) a church?
This is the kind of thing that can slowly erode one's faith in God to act and do the right thing. It seems more reasonable that if God really loves people he would save them at their time of need.
But as with all things, my gut tells me to go to Jesus about this . . . and this is what I find:
Jesus had a way of getting right to the point. He drew from the headlines of his day to show that what happens at the hands of sinful people is not necessarily a reflection of God's will.
See, the Governor at the time wanted to finance a sorely needed water supply project and he needed money from the Jewish temple treasury. Some Galileans were not so happy about where the money was coming from. In the midst of one of their protests, Roman guards (dressed like protesters) threw off their cloaks and massacred the crowd. The guards then went in and took the money from the Temple.
Didn't make any sense. God, where were you? Over time, those murdered were seen as martyrs.
Then, when the project was being constructed a water tower fell on the Jewish workers as they worked. Some looked at this as the judgement of God for cooperating with the Romans and their work project. Again, there was an attempt by onlookers to make some kind of sense out of it. Perhaps God is judging those from making a profit off the death of the Galilean protesters.
So Jesus says, "nope, don't connect the two." Why? Because when humans sin and bring destruction and chaos (and murder and heartache) we have no one left to blame but our own sinfulness. These are our choices. These are our consequences. God didn't teach Roof to hate someone for the color of their skin. That was human. God didn't abdicate his responsibility to make sure handguns weren't glorified in video games and nightly entertainment. That was human. To head down the road of sin as far as we have and then look at its consequences and pin them on God is disingenuous. Our human condition means that even innocent people who go to a Bible study on a Wednesday night suffer at the hands of evil. As humans, we experience the fruit of our labor - guilty or innocent. When sin reigns, heartbreak is the norm.
That is why our faith is a faith of hope . . . because it will not always be this way. The fact that junk like this goes on reminds us that the day of grace is still here. God still shows mercy even to those considering murder. But there will be a time in which it all ends and days like today will be a memory hard to recall.
"and He will wipe away every tear from their eyes; and there will no longer be death; there will no longer be mourning, or crying, or pain; the first things have passed away.” - Rev 21:4
Hard to wait for, but worth the wait.
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